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March 7th, 2007
10:32 pm
wow it's been forever since i posted a new entry.
That's it.
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October 25th, 2006
10:51 pm
We started Iphigenia Monday. It's been fun so far. Rehearsals are goin by so fast. I unbuttoned Isabell's shirt today on stage and there was nothing she could do about it and it made me feel proud. The Office comes on tomorrow night and I'm so excited.
Also I got approved to take the Clowning class with matthew!!! I'm sooooo excited!!!!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) excited
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September 2nd, 2006
03:18 am
Just to start with. I own Nip/Tuck Season 3. I am the # 1 fan i'm pretty sure.
Also, i've realized that i'm at very different places with certain things in my life. Personally is what i've most been thinking about tonight. I'm at such a wonderful place. I love it. I have taken my experiences, both good and bad, and learned from them. It's hard to find a better lesson than that. I'm able to make good decisions and feel comfortable sticking to them no matter what, which can be really hard sometimes. Now i'm able to just say Fuck it, and do what i know is right. I love it. I hope i'm able to stay like this forever.
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August 28th, 2006
12:40 am
I don't know where to go from here. I feel like i'm in a huge black hole and i can't see anything around me, only a distant light way up in the distance. I think the hole is filling up with water because i feel like i'm drowning.
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August 17th, 2006
06:15 pm
It's been 4 months but i'm updating. Spent the whole summer here. Did Hamlet and worked my ass off. I'm headwait at Outback now so that means really long hours there several days a week. Which kind of sucks. But i'm making a lot more money. I'm really ready for classes to start. I'm just so tired of having nothing to do but work. I need something else to fill my time. I have barely drank at all the past 2 weeks. That's kind of weird... haha.
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April 6th, 2006
08:38 am
I really don't like this week. At all. I have two tests today, neither of which im ready for. But at least im memorized for the directing scene today. Those lines plus work pretty much seem to take up all my time. Oh that and Brokeback Mountain. right now i just want to crawl back in bed. So bad. But i don't have time for extra sleep because of my directing scene. and i have to work tonight. You know when you look at your day and sleep just seems so far away? I hate that. But i need to be makin a lot of money cause i definently have court in a week.Time for the test now!
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March 31st, 2006
02:02 am
I'm not gonna lie, i really dont like livejournal very much. But its interesting to read the stuff the OU kiddies write cause none of yall have xangas. I'm a xanga girl myself, i won't lie. i find it superior. But oh well. Getting a bunch of shit memorized is a pain in the ass. So is working all the time, but having money all the time isn't! It's late and i have to go get up for class in like less than 8 hours. Ouch. At least tomorrow is friday and i get to have some fun!! Before the week of hell next week. Ahhh i hate physical geography a lot. Intro to mass comm is cool though.
Current Mood: satisfied
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February 25th, 2006
08:03 pm
wow it's been awhile. Things are good right now. This semester is just a billion times better than last semester. I'm so thankful for everything that i have. I watched a lot of Sex and the City today (thanks Krissie!) and deposited $100 into the bank for the past two days of work! so much better than the daycare lol. And i'm about to go to a cocktail party that the girls at work are throwing followed by another party a girl i work with invited me to. I met a bunch of the people that are going to be there last night and they were really cool, so i'm really excited to meet more new people! Today has just been a really nice relaxing weekend which is exactly what i needed after the past week where it seemed all i was doing was studying, class, or working. I love boring nothing days!
Current Mood: grateful
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January 29th, 2006
07:03 pm
Sometimes you just don't really know where life is taking you. You see all these things happening around you and it can be so hard to just be ok with it and say to yourself this is meant to be. I think i'm doing pretty good right now with all of that. Everything happens for a reason, Everything, no matter how shitty it seems, you will see the reason later on. If i had made the volleyball team in 7th grade (which i deserved to) I would have never gotten so into theatre. I'm absolutely done letting something stupid run my life into the ground. I don't understand where my old self went. I feel like i went to Ohio this summer and came back a completely different person and it scares me sometimes. Part of me misses that person i lost because i was a lot more independent. I don't think i lost that, i think i just need to find it in myself again. I'm realizing a lot of things about myself lately. It's funny how you see people's true colors sometimes when things don't go their way, and you see you've been wasting your time with someone you find you barely even knew.
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January 28th, 2006
09:28 pm
And by fuck up, i meant, do somethin that opens my eyes up to what is actually going on. Hooray for clarity :) I'm really excited to see where life is going to take me. And these two twins that i went to elementary school with that were really awkward... well of course they're like freakin gorgeous now. Funny how we all grow into ourselves.
Current Mood: excited
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January 22nd, 2006
06:58 pm
Why do i fuck up everything? Seriously, why?
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January 21st, 2006
11:42 am
ok so i was wrong. I'm no officially hired yet. Outback has the freakin longest hiring process i have ever seen in my life. And the manager keeps saying I'm perfect for the job but i have to take this test now before they can officially hire me. But he called me around 11 last night, at which time Swistak answered the phone with "Hola,Como estas?" haha but he didn't seem to care. I have orientation Wednesday! He said i pretty much for sure have the job so thank god some place that will hire me! yay! Had all the boys over last night and got pretty drunk. Might do it again tonight. They all told me they were coming back over so i guess so? It was a lot of fun. Very drunk :) I'm gonna do some homework now so its not just all piling up on me tomorrow!
Current Mood: cheerful
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January 17th, 2006
12:18 am
I got hired at Outback Steakhouse as a waitress!! hopefully it will be awesome and fun and i'll make lots of tips and it won't make me cry too much haha. Yay for brokeback mountain winning! Such an amazing movie! yay for classes starting tomorrow! (i know, i can't believe i'm saying that but im ready to start doin some work.) And Im so excited for shakespeare at the moment! Ok i should start trying to go to bed soon! I'm so glad everyones back home now :)
Current Mood: excited
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January 10th, 2006
01:15 am
I'm single again. I was upset, but me and swistak just had a big talk about it and now i feel 100 times better, so best roommate in the world, i love you a lot right now. And yesterday me and Vanessa hung out and she made me feel a lot better about it too. So i'm just feeling a lot better in general. And my throat doesn't really hurt anymore, except a little bit when i yawn. But it's not as bad as it was because man it was insanely painful to yawn for awhile lol. It's so nice to be in Norman and having nothing to do but work for a couple hours every day. And i think i am either going to get a job at Chilis or Red Robin, i'm really hoping for Chilis though i think! That way i can transfer to one pretty much anywhere and it will be awesome! So i'm still waiting to hear back from them though. I can't believe classes don't start for a whole week still. That's insane and so much time to sit around and do nothing. I'm kinda happy i won't lie lol. It's nice to be sitting around not in a lot of pain. Everyone around me is starting to come down with stuff like sore throats and shit, and i'm overjoyed because before i would have followed right away, and now i won't as likely! yay for surgery! ok can't wait to see everyone back up here!
Current Mood: determined
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December 31st, 2005
12:24 am
So I'm at the end of day 10 after my surgery. By today i'm suppose to feel all better (which i'm not) Everything seems to hurt. I keep yawning tonight and it makes me want to cry it hurts so bad. How sad is that that yawning hurts. Yawning! God i just want everything to be normal again. I want to not be in pain. I want to be able to eat normally and at the same rate as everyone else. I want to be able to sleep through a full night without having to wake up to take a pain killer. I'm too tired all the time cause my damn body is fighting infections or whatever. I'm just in a bad mood. I haven't been able to eat anything that has to do with christmas. And I just want to be back at Norman, in my apartment, goin to work and seein all the kids, who i really miss!! they're so cute. They called me the day before my surgery cause they thought it was the day of my surgery from my coworkers phone and asked how i was feeling. god i love those kids. I really hope i can keep that job next year. It's been so perfect for me. I hope everyones breaks have been better than mine. Sorry to bitch on here, it's just all kind of built up in my head and what better place to let it out than in cyberspace right?
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) sore
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December 22nd, 2005
01:19 am
So i had my surgery yesterday which i've been freakin out about, and it really wasn't that bad at all... I was freakin out sitting in the waiting room and they made me wait for over 2 hours, on an empty stomach,scared out of my mind. The day before at my doctors appointment, the woman told me i was going to be in intense pain and this was going to be way worse than just a really bad sore throat. So i was freakin out about how my christmas vacation was ruined. They finally called me back there, got me dressed in the little gown, got me hooked up to an IV. i think i was freakin out a lot because when they were putting the needle in me one of the nurses was holding my hand and telling me not to look and acting like it was a big deal, and i was just like... its ok... this doesn't hurt much at all. And then i had to sit back there with that thing in my hand for a long time, which did get annoying. And then the doctor came and talked to me about my surgery and then the guy put the happy drugs in my IV, which made me not care anymore about the surgery! it was so awesome. And the last thing i remember is moving to another table after they wheeled me into the surgery room, and putting a mask on me. Then i woke up way after and everything was ok. I wasn't in that much pain, and i'm still not. I've been takin the hydrochodine a lot. I'm actually feeling a little sick from it right now, but its all good. If this pain is a lot worse than a bad sore throat than i really needed to get my tonsils out because the pain i was experiencing was AWFUL compared to this... so far at least... please don't get worse... ok enough typing for now. It'd be awesome if people in CL wanted to come visit me some because it gets lonely sitting at my house on the couch watching TV all day... :( I miss everyone. and i miss zack :(
Current Mood: doped up
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December 18th, 2005
08:48 pm
So i've been home for a day and it's been fun! Getting to see a lot of the old friends i haven't seen in awhile and i'm missing! Got a peacoat for my bday and 2 dvds of the 3rd season of that 70's show from my brother,which im assuming for christmas will be followed by the next 2 DVDs in the season haha. And my older younger brother pinkie swore he would buy me the complete first season of Nip Tuck tomorrow!! haha!! I can't wait!! and so thats what im gonna be doing all day while im home sick. Can't wait for Tuesday night when we find out who the Carver is!
Current Mood: content
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December 3rd, 2005
07:22 pm
If we had no winter, the spring would not be so pleasant; if we did not sometimes taste of adversity, prosperity would not be so welcome.
-Anne Bradstreet
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/blah.gif) apathetic
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November 26th, 2005
07:38 pm
ok so its thanksgiving break. Saturday night and im just now getting to be in houston. It's all good though. I think we're gonna go to some bar here that doesn't card... we'll see. I'll prob just have a margarita or somethin and thats it! I'm excited to get back to OU tomorrow. I definently did all 5 of my psych papers yesterday. All 5 of them! i had nothin else to do at my grandparents house so i sat and did hw all day. And im gonna see Rent again tomorrow with my mom! yay!! Hope everyone had a good thanksgiving break!
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November 20th, 2005
07:46 pm
omg last night was crazy. I haven't been like that since first semester last year. Wow. Fun times though.
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